VENT: Letter, Not to Santa-"Merry Yahusha, the Messiah..."

"Merry Yahusha, the Messiah (Hebrew-Ha'Mashiach, 'The Anointed One')"

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A letter not to Santa,but to my Creator and His son my dear Savior...

Dear Yahuah(Heavenly Father) & Yahusha(Son/Earthly Savior),

You groomed me but then there's no groom.

You saved me but then there's no one to fit me with who's also saved.

You filled me with righteousness but then there's no righteous partner suitable I can walk throughout life with.

You love me and I love you back but there's no one who can express the same kind of love in return to me that you have expressed and showered me with generously.  

You formed me but there's no one in your image to live life with.

I'm content to know it's just you and I Heavenly Father Yahuah on this journey together.  And I will always be safe with you.  You will always provide for me and my children.  You will always protect us better than any human husband can or will.

I was searching for something or someone but I really didn't realize that I already obtained what I need and want, that's you and your perfect love expressed to me on a day-to-day life basis.

You deserve to have me all to yourself.

You give to me without any inhibitions besides, when it's not good for me, in my best interest, and/or it tries to come between you and I love relationship.  You remove all threats far, far away. 

I am content with your love, provisions, and protection.  And I know there's no one on earth that will possibly love me the way you do with a perfect agape type love.

I am truly thankful!

Thank you for providing four human vessels that you used to birth our five children.

You know I desired a family that's upright, just as well as you always have desired.  I'm grateful for you providing our unorthodox family with plenty of varied personalities.

With you less is more and the more I have you, the less I need a Hu-Man.

When you break my heart, you have the ability and will to fix it.  But when a Hu-Man breaks my heart, they just take off and run as far away as they can from the crime site.

While people take today (Christmas) and worship paganistic ideas and practice traditional rituals, I take this day, like any day, and reflect on my relationship with you.

Halleluyah to Yahuah, my Heavenly Father & to His Son, Yahusha Ha'Mashiach "The Anointed One"

Love your daughter & sister,

Queen Versatile

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VENT: Article, "We Buy What We Want and..."

"We Buy What We Want
and
Complain About What We Need"

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Some people who have money to pay their bills, take care of necessary obligations, and necessities in life, complain the most when it comes to the times around seasonal holidays.  I'm preferably speaking about the Christmas Holiday specifically.  Why complain about paying your bills at any time during the year? When in fact, you are blessed to have the finances to meet those necessary obligations and necessities in life.  Why murmur, complain, and be selfish towards yourself due to neglect of necessary obligations and needs.  I never thought someone could unnecessarily be selfish towards themselves but in this case it's possible.

I'm not understanding rhetorically why some people take for granted;  being able to pay their bills, and take care of necessary obligations.  Then they complain redundantly about not wanting to dish out necessary monies for the necessities in life so they can subconsciously have the freedom to do as they please with the money to buy what they want and not what they need.

In their subconscious minds they can do something else better with their monies such as:  buy things they don't need;  splurge on gifts for self & others that will be devalued over time by the individual and by the gift receiver-be it , self or others;  and merely just to enjoy spending or saving without any necessary obligations attached.

Humans are so complicated.  We would rather buy what we want & disregard and/or beg for what we need, including sacrificing and putting off what we need-to purchase what we want.  At the end of the day, month, year, and life you still need money to buy and pay for what you need.

When we don't have the finances to pay for what we need:  start losing everything meaningful and non-meaningful in life;  credit is screwed for being irresponsible financially, as a result, we become devastated and desperate;  and end up paying out more for what we need due to high interest rates, and for the convenience of meeting and fulfilling immediate needs.  We then realize that those wants wasn't as important and what we needed, need currently, and will need futuristic becomes front and center first priority than those wants we sacrifice for in life.

For example, when we're about to be evicted and foreclose on for not meeting rent, mortgage, taxes,etc., we then appreciate the ability of being able to pay for what we need.  Mind you, everyone isn't and won't ever experience these circumstances and/or example scenarios given.  However, if you sit back and think, you can think of someone who you know personally or through someone else, that has been irresponsible with money choices, wants vs. needs throughout life.  You can see and visualize the direct and indirect consequences and impact their poor choices and actions has on each individual lives.  Everyone, including you & I and someone we know can relate.  We just don't want to address and talk about the uncomfortable hard topics such as negative financial management choices in life.  Now, mind you some people just don't have any substance to make any decisions about.  Really, it balls down to a mental state of knowledge.  Knowing that when opportunities arises to obtain the financial substance, we then will be able to implement our mental knowledge-knowing what to do through what we know.  When we receive those substance, we can manage and make much wiser decisions to place our needs as priority over any wants.

In closing, I'm not going to vent your heads off anymore today.  As a result, there possibly may be a part two coming soon.  Be bless and prosperous!

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Queen Versatile

with LOVE, JOY, and PEACE (SHALOM)!!!

VENT: Song Lyrics, "Politicking"-Writing Songs, Another Form to Venting

Written By:  Queen Versatile

Orig. Written On:  November 09, 2019, Saturday

"Politicking"

(Intro)

Instrumental 4-8 Bars

(Hook/Chorus)

All that Politicking sounds like a whole bunch of Babel

Vegetables, Verbs, & Verdicts unfavorable usage

Element elections heads the violence

Each electoral wins the votes to victory

There's no such thing as an equality election nor political party

The only selection is V's, E's, & Pronouns

Select options to elect is limited

Votes that's predictable is only by electoral; A select few

Consequently, leads to unpredictable violence in communities

(Verse 1) 

Vast votes volume electronically

Each embarrassed economist voice echoes

Edgy edited election rhetoric

Various virtual videographers emerges

Village elements leads to violence

Electronic version didn't emit positive results

Electoral versions rose up to the negative exchanges

Vehicular violence was the effect of vehemently volatile political vomit

The elect was too embarrass

To emerge from elsewhere

Emergency vans pick up victims

Now veterans are the only ones to save the ecosystem 

(Hook/Chorus)

All that Politicking sounds like a whole bunch of Babel

Vegetables, Verbs, & Verdicts unfavorable usage

Element elections heads the violence

Each electoral wins the votes to victory

There's no such thing as an equality election nor political party

The only selection is V's, E's, & Pronouns

Select options to elect is limited

Votes that's predictable is only by electoral; A select few

Consequently, leads to unpredictable violence in communities

(Verse 2)

Elect my king

I'm ready to be free

Searching the world over for my proper saviour;  to take president

I'm ready to move forward to the life prepared for me

To enjoy the many blessings bestowed upon me

No matter what election

I'm always eternally grateful

For constant protection, provision that Yahuah provides for me

When I look back;  I can't help but say I'm truly thankful

 (Hook/Chorus)

All that Politicking sounds like a whole bunch of Babel

Vegetables, Verbs, & Verdicts unfavorable usage

Element elections heads the violence

Each electoral wins the votes to victory

There's no such thing as an equality election nor political party

The only selection is V's, E's, & Pronouns

Select options to elect is limited

Votes that's predictable is only by electoral; A select few

Consequently, leads to unpredictable violence in communities

(Verse 3)

Yeah, with every election I feel the effects

Like one of many street hustles; come to an end

The Newport Nicotine Program became obsolete

Gallons of Garbage bags filled with U.P. C's

Disintegrated in the County landfill

In the Newport Reward Program;

I traded trash for cash & high quality products

While the racist Caucasian man;  Leads as President

With negative rhetoric

To produce violence to annihilate the chosen few

 (Final Hook/Chorus)

All that Politicking sounds like a whole bunch of Babel

Vegetables, Verbs, & Verdicts unfavorable usage

Element elections heads the violence

Each electoral wins the votes to victory

There's no such thing as an equality election nor political party

The only selection is V's, E's, & Pronouns

Select options to elect is limited

Votes that's predictable is only by electoral; A select few

Consequently, leads to unpredictable violence in communities

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Written By/Author:  Queen Versatile

Orig. Written On:  November 09, 2019, Saturday

VENT: Song Lyrics, "Missing"-Writing Songs, Another Form to Venting

Written By:  Queen Versatile

Orig. Written On:  October 27, 2019, Sunday

"Missing"

(Intro)
I'm all choked up like I'm coked up

Prayin' everyday that they'll find the lil girl alive

Some shoes I couldn't imagine walkin' in

My heart goes out to all the love ones in the darkness

But on the other side of the evil there's brightness

Eventually a better tomorrow; Just keep hopin' & strivin'

(Hook/Chorus)

Father forgive me, I can hear the lil girl screamin'

No one around to protect her from the attacks of the evil

Her mother is dead;  layin' right beside her 

How someone so heartless, take advantage of some one's little daughter

(Verse 1)

Take a look through my eyes predators singlin' out single mothers

Just to get close, to take advantage and rape the little daughters

And when he's had enough, it all ends in a bloody murder

Family cryin' out waitin' for they lil girl to return home

No traces left, only the bloody evidence

He talks and confess that he disposed of the body in the trash can

It's been weeks;  unsuccessful wishful thinkin'

Still haven't brought her lil body home

Forgive me family, I know she's long gone 

with her Heavenly Father in a better place

Where she's escaped the evil and the torment 

The place where evil can't exist

Good thing the Creator took her spirit before he commenced

(Hook/Chorus)

Father forgive me, I can hear the lil girl screamin'

No one around to protect her from the attacks of the evil

Her mother is dead;  layin' right beside her 

How someone so heartless, take advantage of some one's little daughter

(Verse 2)

Community involvement help to search for the little girl

Today your life is up then tomorrow upside down

Your world turnin' in circles on a merry-go-round axis

The days use to be bright but now it's dark like slow movin' molasses

Can't have a proper burial without the little girl's remains

The cries ring out; Is anybody listenin'

Family members tossin', turnin' and sleepless

The community keep the energy up so they continue seekin'

Police involvement is limited cause the race she was chosen

They turn to media

To keep hope alive and the energy thrivin'

And months later, they find the lil girl

But her little body couldn't survive

(Final Hook/Chorus)

Father forgive me, I can hear the lil girl screamin'

No one around to protect her from the attacks of the evil

Her mother is dead;  laying right beside her 

How someone so heartless, take advantage of some one's little daughter

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Written By/Author:  Queen Versatile

Orig. Written On:  October 27, 2019, Sunday

VENT: Song Lyrics, "Out"-Writing Songs, Another Form to Venting

Written By:  Queen Versatile
Orig. Written On:  July 28, 2019

"Out"

(Intro)
Instrumental 4-8 Bars



(Hook/Chorus)
Times are hard, hands out, passing out cans now
Harvest Hope deplenish easily and quickly
Had EBT, But ran out
Government trying to obsolete EBT
In the near future no more stamps out
I'm hearing people yell
I got to feed my family!
My foods out!


(Verse 1)
Separate the fake from reality
400 year mark, times up
Can't wait to be free
And it becomes a reality

Tables turning
The transfer of wealth
I'm invested in my health
I stay clean, no contamination, or foul smells

Get up and get out and get help
Don't target the innocent or the guilty
We all hungry; Looking for a way out
I need to borrow; So don't tell me to return tomorrow


(Hook/Chorus)
Times are hard, hands out, passing out cans now
Harvest Hope deplenish easily and quickly
Had EBT, But ran out
Government trying to obsolete EBT
In the near future no more stamps out
I'm hearing people yell
I got to feed my family!
My foods out!


(Verse 2)
Yes, I'm always on target
No need for practicing
I'm the Real McCoy
Under stress I never crumble like Chips Ahoy

Haters get from around me
You annoy!
I'm hungry; It's about to get serious
Oh, boy!

I'mma alert!
My family needs support
If I couldn't afford it
Then I stole it


(Hook/Chorus)
Times are hard, hands out, passing out cans now
Harvest Hope deplenish easily and quickly
Had EBT, But ran out
Government trying to obsolete EBT
In the near future no more stamps out
I'm hearing people yell out
I got to feed my family!
My foods out!



(Verse 3)
To advise you to do the same,
I wouldn't recommend
Choose to feed your family, then I can
Eat or be killed; Choose to starve or to steal

Got my back against steel
Choose carefully; Choose wisely
No rehearsing
If you get caught, then you accursed

The babies need to eat
Toddlers are hungry and clingy
Diabetics got to eat around the clock for sugar stability
Be prepared to eat now and starve later
Be prepared when hard times becomes a reality!

(Final Hook/Chorus)
Times are hard, hands out, passing out cans now
Harvest Hope deplenish easily and quickly
Had EBT, But ran out
Government trying to obsolete EBT
In the near future no more stamps out
I'm hearing people yell out
I got to feed my family!
My foods out!



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Written By/Author:  Queen Versatile
Orig.Written On:  July 28, 2019, Sunday

VENT: Article, "If We Had More Men Like..."

"If We Had More Men Like..."

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If we had more men like the man below, this world would be a much better place!  He's now 

living the life he always dreamed of living in Paradise.

He was too great for this world as we currently know it.  Therefore, the Most High Creator, 

called him out and presented to him an opportunity for promotion and he accepted at the 

expense of my grief.  But I'm truly grateful that he accepted his higher calling to advance higher

so I can always have an extra energy, on the same team, playing alongside me in this game 

called life.

D.O.D. 10/08/2004
SHELTON ORLANDO WILLIAMS

In Loving Memory for the One Who Inspired Me the Most in Life,Shelton Orlando Williams,A.K.A. DOC WOO;  Queen Versatile's Belove (Never Past Tense) One & Only Blood Brother; Until We Meet Again, Rest in Peace Doc Woo;  You Taught Me The Keys To Living a Successful Life;  Not Until After Your Death Did I Really Get The Meanings and Teachings of Your Wisdom and Wise Sayings;  Thank You-for Blessing My Soul Even Now!!!;  Your Death Transformation/Promotion Will Never Be Wasted nor In Vain;  I Promise to be the Best Sister Ever, the Best Mother, the Best Friend, the Best Citizen, the Best Neighbor, the Best Wife(Future Tense), and the Best Person Ever that Our Heavenly Creator Made and Created Besides You;  You Have My Word.

There will be more to come about Doc Woo.  Exactly how he affected me and the world around us directly and indirectly through other people like myself, in my book that I've written, to soon be published and released in the near future.  It will bless every one's soul, young and old.  (I found out I was 5 weeks pregnant with my first child,Heaven Myshelti Williams, 5 weeks after we buried Doc Woo.  He said to me before in his wise saying during the death of a relative, that when one leaves, another one enters.  That I have learnt and experienced to be true in every passing away of a human being that I have known.)

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 Queen Versatile

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VENT: Song Lyrics, "Can't See"-Writing Songs, Another Form to Venting

Written By:  Queen Versatile

Written On:  December 9, 2019

"Can't See" 

(Intro)
Instrumental 4-8 Bars


(Hook/Chorus)
You ain't seein'
Eyes blinded
Blindfolds over yo' soul
You thinkin', I'm evil
But only the Most High knows
That you ain't seein' right
Got everybody believin' that I ain't livin' right
So, I take my frustrations out on my pen, paper, and write
My only means to true family, the trinity, my therapy!


(Verse 1)
Cause you ain't seein' right
You thinkin' I ain't livin' right
I keep them chains on them demons tight
The Almighty, Most High, Yahuah gives me all might, when I'm down & out & can't fight
His anointing has me naturally high while flyin' kites

My family thinks I'm crazy
Cause I ain't watered down ice or a sugar baby
It's true that I'm Aquarius

The water bearer, the life giver, the healer, the unmovable, air fixed, money maker gangster

You can't tell me who I am
Cause I know my identity
I don't have to twerk it
To get money


(Hook/Chorus)
You ain't seein'
Eyes blinded
Blindfolds over yo' soul
You thinkin', I'm evil
But only the Most High knows
That you ain't seein' right
Got everybody believin' that I ain't livin' right
So, I take my frustrations out on my pen, paper, and write
My only means to true family, the trinity, my therapy!


(Verse 2)
Double take!
You're seein' double figures
And you thought it was just one of me
An illusion, you got me, body & soul
Then the spirit

Actually, that makes the trinity
Mirroring the image of me seein' double trinity zeros
In my financial escrow
Monthly bank roll

You ain't seein' right
Cause you claim I'm bipolar
And got two people inside of me
I beg the differ
It's three!


(Hook/Chorus)
You ain't seein'
Eyes blinded
Blindfolds over yo' soul
You thinkin', I'm evil
But only the Most High knows
That you ain't seein' right
Got everybody believin' that I ain't livin' right
So, I take my frustrations out on my pen, paper, and write
My only means to true family, the trinity, my therapy!


(Verse 3)
The father, son, and then me-His daughter
Don't use me as a target
If you do then, FYI-you better start off with three bullets
To attempt to shoot me

You better aim really gently
Cause them same bullets returning back to you
Stopping in mid-air like Aquarius
If you didn't read the sign, let me inform you
Yahuah, built a hedge of protection to protect me
That Satan can't even penetrate
Satan has to ask permission before he afflicts me

My family never knew me
So they let Satan use them
Deaf, dumb, blind and can't see
But that's okay!
Because I still have the victory!


(Final Hook/Chorus)
You ain't seein'
Eyes blinded
Blindfolds over yo' soul
You thinkin', I'm evil
But only the Most High knows
That you ain't seein' right
Got everybody believin' that I ain't livin' right
So, I take my frustrations out on my pen, paper, and write
My only means to true family, the trinity, my therapy!

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Written By/Author:  Queen Versatile

Written On:  December 9, 2019, Monday

                                                 

                                                         

                                                                                         

                           

                                                                          

VENT: Article, "Delayed Gratification-I'd Rather..."

I'd Rather a Delayed Gratification for a Strong Future Wealthy Come up & Comeback!!!

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 with Queen Versatile

Hiiiii,

I'm back!

Yes, I know there are a lot of i's behind the H in Hi for those logical thinkers and technical readers.  However, all the i's are just to express how really excited I am to be back writing for us, you and I, on the blog.  You know how life can be-BUSY.  Therefore, every opportunity I have to really sit down and concentrate to write what I'm verbally and mentally venting is truly a blessing. 

Getting to the nitty gritty. So, I was checking my Gmail messages when I came across an email from Quora, the website where you can ask any question you so desire and someone somewhere in the world with the knowledge and/or experience will take the time out their schedule to answer the question you submit.  Hopefully, the individual(s) will answer as intelligent, knowledgeable, and accurate as possible.

Any who, anyhow, the Quora question below, from a submitter that I'm not sure name, submitted the following question, "Are there signs that a person will become wealthy in the future?".  I perceived the question to be quite intelligent and inquisitive.  I also, perceived the answer as being very interesting and informative, to where it motivated me to blog about it.  Without further ado, please take the time to read the response to the question below in the original question and answer session.  Then we will proceed to further vent.


Below Original Quora Question and Answer:

Source

Posted on www.Quora.com

https://www.quora.com/Are-there-signs-that-a-person-will-become-wealthy-in-the-future/answer/Saulius-Muliolis

From Your Digest

Are there signs that a person will become wealthy in the future?

Saulius Muliolis, studied at Bachelor of Science in Biology

Answered Jul 25, 2017

A Stanford University experiment demonstrated that one of the most important determinants of a person's future wealth was the capacity for delayed gratification. They put children alone in a room and gave them each a marshmallow and told the children that if they didn't eat the marshmallow they would be given a second marshmallow, and they would then have two. Many years later the children that were able to resist temptation and did not eat the marshmallow were significantly more economically successful than the ones that ate their marshmallow. In fact, the ones that were able to delay gratification tested better in a number of ways, got higher SAT scores, were healthier, and more successful in everything they did.

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...Now, let's proceed to vent.

Delayed gratification can apply to every aspect and area of life.  For instance, if some of us delayed gratification we would have more two parenting selfless homes instead of one parent homes.  Delayed gratification is especially important when it comes to the area of health.  For instance, some of us know the health conditions and issues we have and battle with but yet we want to keep doing what we're doing to keep getting the same health results and consequences.  We can't delay gratification to make better and positive life and dietary changes.  In contrast, we would rather run to the emergency room, doctor's office, surgeon's office, and pharmacy when something goes wrong with our health that we can no longer ignore and as a result demands our immediate attention.  An example scenario would be, I know I'm trying to lose weight, get my bad cholesterol lowered, and get rid of diabetes, but every time I crave and see boiled peanuts or chocolate cake, I can't resist.  If you're going to indulge, be smart about it.  Read the nutrition labels to see how much sodium, cholesterol, saturated fat, total fat, and sugar/added sugar per serving size.  Also, you need to read at the very top of the nutrition label to determine the serving size for the product you're desiring to consume.  Don't stop there.  Read further down the nutrition label to see what kinds of ingredient content you're about to put into your body. The greatest material earthly possession we have are our bodies.  Because as the saying goes, "You are what you eat".  And I add, "You are what you consume, whether it be food or beverage or non-food items".

So, don't think for a second that you're not going to have cholesterol issues, diabetic issues, weight issues, etc. when you're consuming food and beverage items that's filled with cholesterol, high bad fats, high amounts of sugars included added sugars, high sodium amounts, artificial chemicals,etc.  And if you do decide to indulge, moderation and self-control is the key.  Don't think that the cholesterol filled foods you're consuming is just going to escape you and pass down the street to your neighbors and jump into his/her body and you only enjoy the pleasant gratifications your taste buds experience.  Don't think by far that you can eat a high fatty diet that's filled with bad fats that doesn't consist of anything else that's pro-health to balance out and offset the effects of the bad fats that you're consuming and not pay the penalty.

Yep!  We'll donate that health issue you don't want caused by high bad fats to the neighbor up the street and you will just enjoy the gratification of the food product you're consuming.  News Alert!  That's not reality but rather in some people's head and mind subconsciously.  We cannot donate the health issues that we don't want that will come along as a byproduct for consuming unhealthy foods and beverages because we constantly don't delay gratifications but yet give in to food and beverage temptations.

Delayed gratification is a small price to pay even in the area example given for food, in order to obtain a richer healthier life in the long run/long-term, short-term, and near future.  The same applies to money/finances, leisure, extracurricular activities, saving and spending-knowing when to buy and when to save.  Bottom line knowing when to indulge in a desire and not indulge at all or wait (delayed gratification) are success keys.  And eventually, if you choose to wait, you will discover that either A-C will occur:  A-it was good for your soul and in your complete best interest;  B-saved you from some unseen troubles and losses;  and C-consequently, causing your advancement in life that creates wealth and a richer life in your finances, relationships, self, health, and all areas in life.

Some examples below are how I say "NO" and delay gratifications:

"No, thanks! I love chocolate, but I'd rather not because for one, I'm slightly allergic and two, I'm really trying to lose some weight and achieve a healthier version of myself to include my ideal body weight and shape."

"No, thanks! I'd rather not buy that outfit today.  I have plenty clothes at the moment so therefore, there's no immediate need. I'll pass."

"No, thanks! I'll pass on the alcoholic beverage.  I have bad acid reflux that I'm working on controlling and ultimately getting rid of.  However, I do make myself a healthier version occasionally."

The area(s) that you know you're weak in, go ahead and already have made up in your mind how you're going to delay and manage the temptation of instant and immediate gratification and resist temptation.  Have a plan in tact.  As the saying goes, " We fail to plan.  We don't plan to fail".  And if plan "A" doesn't work when implemented, don't beat yourself up about it.  Just simply come up with plan(s) B, C, D, E, etc., until you come out on top the winner and win.  Every time you can delay a gratification, you win, add another win to your achievements and accolades, and you will ultimately reap the benefits of the win(s) in your short-term and/or long-term future, multiplied by the amount of gratifications you managed to delay that you did not give into.

Remember, if you know better, choose better, and consequently you will live better.

VENT-Can You Relate?

Queen Versatile
with LOVE, JOY, and PEACE (Shalom)!!!